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Christina the Insanity Role Model
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|04:37 pm] |
There are only a couple of things that scare me (seriously), and most of them are things that are extremely different and unusual.
It scares me that in 20 years time, I am still going to be the anti-social hermit that is all alone. I mean, not that it is a bad thing, it's just I want to do something with my life. Anything really. I don't think that this is the first time that I have said this, I'm just not as angry. It's funny that the one thing that scares me is something most people wouldn't think of.
I realize that it is my choice to live my life how I want it, and me being bitter is probably my fault as well but it doesn't stop me from drowning in my own self pity. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|01:52 pm] |
Ahaha, it's been a while.
I'm tired of being the person who hides behind the mask of happiness, abandoning all of my feelings to the mental dustbin. Feelings of being bitter, shallow, and worthless.
So from now on, I post what I want, and not that often. Fuck, I need to write soemthing, anything to get me out of this supreme bitch of the world phase. And maybe change my tedious routine.
I decided to stop my Saturday recs, as I was finding it very tedious to do it. just plain silly to do something I don't want to do. I will rec extra-extra-extra good things, just not every week. Plus, I'm losing interest in HP fandom, much prefering just to loiter around El Jay. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|11:00 am] |
Hi. Hmmm... What to post?
Apart from a very small list of recs.
Bleh. I'm boring, but then again nobody listens to me anyway.
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|01:03 pm] |
I hate this fandom sometimes.
Let me explain, I wrote a fairly good review on this persons fic, then I recced it. That may not be a great, massive compliment like getting recced on a big site, but I still think that it's nice. Say, if I wrote a fic and got recced on a small time journal, I'd still be jumping up and down not ignoring the person who done it. Now I'm not saying who or what fic it was, it's just I feel very worthless when the author doesn't even respond and I know they have been online.
Small time people deserve the love as well. That may sound arrogant, even whiny, but I don't care. I am arrogant and whiny. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2005|12:15 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | nothing to post, recs | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Behind These Hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson | ] |
Again, I have nothing much to say, only recs.
So....
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|11:22 am] |
GAH!
Every time I take a small break from fandom, just for one week, I miss something. Why?
Now I've missed the Draco's birthday cellebrations and ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) eska_rina going to France. What? Fandom and my few LJ friends are very important to me. You are appreciated.
Fuck.
No recs this week, not in a good enough mood. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|11:15 am] |
Remind me never to spend half the night up. My eyes, they burns us! So does my arm, actually as me being a dickhead knocked over the fry pan. *shakes head*
Bleh, I'm over-tired and very hyper.
Bad fanfiction fries your brain. *misses lost brain cells* What? It's a well known fact! If you are wondering what the hell spawned this comment, I've been reading some exceedingly bad GTA fanfiction this week.
Now for my D/G comment. Why are all the newly written D/G fics depressing at the end! I need my flangst! I know that most fluff is cliched but it can't be impossible to write D/G without it being cliched. (I don't even think that made sense, but anyway)
I think I'm narrowing my recs down a little, I'm being more picky.
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|01:09 pm] |
Nothing to say, so I'll just rec everything under the sun :)
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|04:57 pm] |
He! I'm so very crazy! I think I need to visit Random Thought
Don't really like the new Deviant Art scheme, I was recced a piece of art (which I'm not going to say until Saturday because I'm nasty) and I had trouble adding it to my favorites.
I have decided that it will be my new resolution to post at least twice a week, as I will find 6 days worth of friends posts to go through too hard.
Changed my icon for the hundredth time, decided that I needed something happy to reflect on my mood.
One more thing, I really need to stop running hundred things at once, computer is ve-ry slow.
I think that's all I have to say, so goodbye! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|01:23 pm] |
I did say that I would post something, so I've written an original drabble.
It's non-sensical, confusing and just plain silly but that's how I write and I'm sharing it today.
( Ok, here goes nothing ) |
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[Jun. 4th, 2005|11:22 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | happiness, musing, recs | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  Ok, actually | ] |
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| | Me, slurping my spider :) | ] |
It feels weird to actually be posting twice in a week, I should do it more often :)
The other day, I was musing over what I actually want to write. I find it easier to just listen to a song and get a word or phrase out off it and use that in an original drabble instead of writing fanfiction. The only problem with that is that I'm very nervous about putting those original drabbles up here. HP stuff is different, it's rare for me to write that and when I do, I usually know that it's not that bad.
I know there's one comunity on original drabbles so I've joined that to try my luck on LJ.
I've actually had a lot more time on my hands, now that I've quit my job and have a few days till I start my new job.
I just hope it stays like it, because at the moment I'm happy. *crosses fingers*
So anyway, I'll stop rambling and get onto the recs.
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[Jun. 1st, 2005|08:55 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | job, meme | ] |
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Wohoo!
I have finally got a new job! I'm will soon be working as an IT consultant! So now I'm very happy!
OK, I will stop with the exclamation points *grin* But I'm really happy!
Anyway, eska_rina tagged me to take this meme:
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[May. 28th, 2005|11:02 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | leaving lj, quiz, recs | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Like A Prayer- Madonna | ] |
I must be really addicted to this fandom. I find myself metioning fics and that and I seem to think people know what the hell I'm on about. *sigh*
Finished cleaning up my journal, all the quiz result are behind a cut now :)
I relise many of you thought I left LJ for good, (Example: eska_rina) but I would never do that! I'mjust having a hard time finding the time to actually do anything, fandom wise.
Gah! I hate the LJ rich text editor, it seems to hate me more, but! It just doesn't want to link anything correctly! I think I'll just copy and paste the codes from the FAQ section.
With the quiz, I included it as I seem to think that what this person has described is a very hardcore version of me.
So anyway, onto the recs!
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[May. 21st, 2005|10:42 am] |
Hi.
I'm feeling a tad less tired, and bitchy, but not much.
Bitchiness is a way of life for me. And tiredness seems to be following it.
I now I need to download an old program, I once had, but me being a dumb arse lost the CD. Downloading awaits! *sigh* Time for another list of Christina's things to do.
On the LiveJournal side of things, I ended up spending a whole day fixing up my journal's previous entries.
I won't bother you anymore wih my blathering so I'll just head to the recs (Of which there are quite a few).
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[May. 15th, 2005|01:54 pm] |
Oh. My. God. I seen the best tram design ever. It had Draco/Ginny on it. I so wish I had a camera on me then, it is now the precious.
I'm so obsessed with the magical pairing I'm taking that as am omen. It will happen, I'm telling you!
I'm in the process of reorganizing my journal, like putting all my quiz results under a cut,linking things properly and fixing up my info page.
At the moment I'm hoping eska_rina gets her Danish assignment done, and comes back to LiveJournal happily and not stressed.
I really would love too know about the quality of my recs and whether I rec to many well known people or too much of a specific genre.
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[May. 14th, 2005|11:27 am] |
Meh, I'm not dead..
Not that anybody would miss me.
I don't like it one bit, being so busy, all I wanted to do was read a fic (or ten).
Well anyway, I'm pretty exhausted at the moment, but I have a tonne of fandom related things to do at the moment.
I think I need to make a list. *sigh* I'm always making lists. They keep my life organized.
I need to print off some more song lyrics for some more inspiration, I've written some drabbles but I'm not comfortable with posting them, I think that they need some fine tuning first.
And now for my dead Christina recs.
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[May. 7th, 2005|11:07 am] |
I hate having a cold, and being cold.
And right now I am both.
It's freezing.
Oh well, I'll just have to survive, as I normally do :)
Have to find some fluff for eska_rina as I owe her for those D/G recs she gave me, so that's on my list of priorities. Two fics are included in this, expecially found for her. *hugs*
Also on my list of priorities is to find the Draco/Filch rape fic, but me being dumb can't remember who wrote it or what it was called, anybody know?
I have this really strange urge to read some Draco/Neville smut, I dunno, I think I'm losing my hardcore het person title. *gasps*
Here are toasty (I wish) recs for today:
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[May. 5th, 2005|10:58 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | confusion, recs, spam | ] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | Thoughtless - Evanescence | ] |
I can be a very confusing person... Oh wait, I'm sure you already knew that.
What I mean is, I can say something sarcastic or whatever and people automatically think I'm horrible.
I know I'm very bitter and twisted (just look at the fics I read for proof) but I can be very nice at some times.
It's just the morons in this world, that bring on the worst in me.
I think so spam robots have a hold on my email, the fuckers overflowed it the other day!
Well, on to the recs! (Not many today, I haven't had the time to scavenge the murky waters of LiveJournal)
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[Apr. 30th, 2005|04:05 pm] |
What did I do wrong in a past life?
I'm too tired for anything.
Bleh, bleh, bleh.
I am on a major fic hunt for anything Draco/Ginny and good. I don't care whether its fluff, smut or anything else you can think of. And I will rec them here when I find something, just so you know.
I really want to beta something, really. I like betaing things.
Oh well, enough crap about fandom and my pitiful pointless life, let's get on to the reccing! I kinda had a slashy day :) Which explains the absence of Draco/Ginny (oh, the horror!)
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
Meh, I hate being this tired and I can't seem to get out of it!
Like, I get heaps of sleep and everything and I can't seem to fight it.
That explains my long absence from LiveJournal, but it won't happen again!
I'd like to thank eska_rina for some of the recs that are listed here :) Thankies!
Now, I really must find that Petunia/Lucius hate!sex fic that I was thinking about before.
Anyway, here are some recs :) Reccing makes people happy.
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