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Christina the Insanity Role Model
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|04:37 pm] |
There are only a couple of things that scare me (seriously), and most of them are things that are extremely different and unusual.
It scares me that in 20 years time, I am still going to be the anti-social hermit that is all alone. I mean, not that it is a bad thing, it's just I want to do something with my life. Anything really. I don't think that this is the first time that I have said this, I'm just not as angry. It's funny that the one thing that scares me is something most people wouldn't think of.
I realize that it is my choice to live my life how I want it, and me being bitter is probably my fault as well but it doesn't stop me from drowning in my own self pity. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2005|01:52 pm] |
Ahaha, it's been a while.
I'm tired of being the person who hides behind the mask of happiness, abandoning all of my feelings to the mental dustbin. Feelings of being bitter, shallow, and worthless.
So from now on, I post what I want, and not that often. Fuck, I need to write soemthing, anything to get me out of this supreme bitch of the world phase. And maybe change my tedious routine.
I decided to stop my Saturday recs, as I was finding it very tedious to do it. just plain silly to do something I don't want to do. I will rec extra-extra-extra good things, just not every week. Plus, I'm losing interest in HP fandom, much prefering just to loiter around El Jay. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|11:00 am] |
Hi. Hmmm... What to post?
Apart from a very small list of recs.
Bleh. I'm boring, but then again nobody listens to me anyway.
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|01:03 pm] |
I hate this fandom sometimes.
Let me explain, I wrote a fairly good review on this persons fic, then I recced it. That may not be a great, massive compliment like getting recced on a big site, but I still think that it's nice. Say, if I wrote a fic and got recced on a small time journal, I'd still be jumping up and down not ignoring the person who done it. Now I'm not saying who or what fic it was, it's just I feel very worthless when the author doesn't even respond and I know they have been online.
Small time people deserve the love as well. That may sound arrogant, even whiny, but I don't care. I am arrogant and whiny. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2005|12:15 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | nothing to post, recs | ] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | Behind These Hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson | ] |
Again, I have nothing much to say, only recs.
So....
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|11:22 am] |
GAH!
Every time I take a small break from fandom, just for one week, I miss something. Why?
Now I've missed the Draco's birthday cellebrations and ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) eska_rina going to France. What? Fandom and my few LJ friends are very important to me. You are appreciated.
Fuck.
No recs this week, not in a good enough mood. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|11:15 am] |
Remind me never to spend half the night up. My eyes, they burns us! So does my arm, actually as me being a dickhead knocked over the fry pan. *shakes head*
Bleh, I'm over-tired and very hyper.
Bad fanfiction fries your brain. *misses lost brain cells* What? It's a well known fact! If you are wondering what the hell spawned this comment, I've been reading some exceedingly bad GTA fanfiction this week.
Now for my D/G comment. Why are all the newly written D/G fics depressing at the end! I need my flangst! I know that most fluff is cliched but it can't be impossible to write D/G without it being cliched. (I don't even think that made sense, but anyway)
I think I'm narrowing my recs down a little, I'm being more picky.
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|01:09 pm] |
Nothing to say, so I'll just rec everything under the sun :)
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|04:57 pm] |
He! I'm so very crazy! I think I need to visit Random Thought
Don't really like the new Deviant Art scheme, I was recced a piece of art (which I'm not going to say until Saturday because I'm nasty) and I had trouble adding it to my favorites.
I have decided that it will be my new resolution to post at least twice a week, as I will find 6 days worth of friends posts to go through too hard.
Changed my icon for the hundredth time, decided that I needed something happy to reflect on my mood.
One more thing, I really need to stop running hundred things at once, computer is ve-ry slow.
I think that's all I have to say, so goodbye! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|01:23 pm] |
I did say that I would post something, so I've written an original drabble.
It's non-sensical, confusing and just plain silly but that's how I write and I'm sharing it today.
( Ok, here goes nothing ) |
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